Sunday, August 30, 2015

Everything, Everything

Everything, Everything Everything, Everything by Nicola Yoon
My rating: 4.5 of 5 stars

ARC received in via NetGalley in exchange for honest review

4.5 stars

This is the probably the best contemporary I've read all year!

All her life Maddy has been content with staying Inside. She is allergic to the world, meaning she has not been Outside is a very very long time. She cannot remember the smell of fresh air, the wind blowing in her face, or even the feeling of driving in a car. Everything we do daily, she hasn't in her last 17 or so years of life. But she is content in her life; her white room, white walls, white tees, and white Keds, with her book spines providing the only source of color in her room (reminded me a bit of a hospital, if you ask me). Her only companions include her mother who is also a doctor, and her nurse/only friend Carla.

Her books are the main source of companionship outside of the Carla and her mom. Here is a brief excerpt of Maddy describing her process when she receives a new book:
When a new book arrives, my first task is to remove the wrapping, a process that involves scissors and more than one broken nail. My second task is to write my name on the inside front cover:

PROPERTY OF: Madeline Whittier

I don't know why I do this. There's no one else here except my mother, who never reads, and my nurse, Carla, who has no time to read because she spends so much time watching me breathe. I rarely have visitors, and so there's no one to lend my books to. There's no one who needs reminding that the forgotten book on his or her shelf belongs to me.

REWARD IF FOUND (Check all that apply):

This is the section that takes me the longest time, and I vary it with each book. Sometimes the rewards are fanciful:
~Picnic with me (Madeline) in a pollen-filled field of poppies, lilies, and endless man-in-a-moon marigolds under a clear blue summer sky.
~Tea with me (Madeline) in a lighthouse in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean in the middle of a hurricane.
~Snorkel with me (Madeline) off Molokini to spot the Hawaiian state fish- the Humuhumunukunukuapua'a.


Sometimes the rewards are not so fanciful.
~A visit with me (Madeline) to a used bookstore.
~A walk outside with me (Madeline) just down the block and back.
~A short conversation with me (Madeline) discussing anything you want, on my white couch, in my white bedroom.


Sometimes the reward is just:
~Me (Madeline)


One day everything in Maddy's world changes. She has new neighbors. And a perfect view right from her window seat. And she see him. His mother calls him Olly. He wears a black t-shirt, black jeans, and a black knit hat. He catches her looking and stares right back. Everything changes from here on out, Everything. Just when Maddy thought she was content in being alone and void of illness at the moment; she realizes being alive doesn't necessarily mean you are living.
Spoiler Alert: Beware the Queen of Hearts. She'll have your head.


Things I loved:
1. Maddy & her inner monologue
Her POV is compelling due to how she tells parts of the story through health logs, diary entries, schedules, emails, diagrams, etc. It was different, and I loved it.

2. The Romance
It was simple and not overbearing. Olly is going through a tough time and they connect in a real way. It does't feel like insta-love because the connection is so strong and realistic. Also, it was pushed. The story mainly focuses on Maddy and how Olly changes she

3. The Chapter Titles
It may sound stupid, but its true. The titles provided an added humor to the book and really showed Maddy's personality. I just loved that added creativity.

4. The Writing
This author is going on my to-watch list. Seriously, there were SO many beautiful quotes and her story telling ability is amazing!

Overall I'd definitely recommend this book to anyone looking for a good contemporary.

This book is going to be on the top of many readers lists this year!

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Sunday, August 23, 2015

Demons at Deadnight

Demons at Deadnight Demons at Deadnight by A&E Kirk
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I really needed this 5 star! I struggled for a whole month *gasp* to find a new book for me to obsess over. I was seriously debating reading my favorite books again just to get my spirits up. Part of the struggle was coming down from a major book high from the Queen of All that Dies. I added this book when my friend Ashley read it a few months back and it just sat in my TBR shelf waiting for the day to be read. And after a subtle nudge from said friend, I decided to pick up this book. At this point I was desperate and quite honestly hopeless.

Let me just say that ever since TMI I have been obsessed with demons, angels, and demon hunters. I tried to find books that were along the same lines, all of which fell short. But this. This is right up there with TMI. There is a Jace & Clary type relationship. And I love that!

Speaking of Jace, let's do book talk with book boyfriends in honor of this 5 star & our new groupie!
Me: Welcome to the group Ayden! Boys say hello to Ayden.

boys: Another one? Seriously?!?

Jace: Hey bud, I'm still the number one demon hunter got it?

Ash: At least it's not another guy named Ash...

Ashtaroth: Watch it, asshole! And just so we are clear, Ayden, this is one demon you are not gonna kill. I will snap you in half, like the flaming stick you are.

Me: Hmm the rest of you are are being suspiciously quiet...

Trey: I'm gonna go feral wolf on your ass

Liam: No, I'll take care of him...

Me: Liam! Trey! Knock it off! Wolfe, Montes, Raffe & Warner stop brooding! There is enough of me to go around! This new love doesn't take away from what we have!

Ayden: Just be glad she didn't bring the rest of the Hex boys... Although I have been told I am the most smokin' of us all...

Me: Enough. Yes it is true the other Hex boys are also hawt!! They are charming, mysterious, funny--

Ayden: Hey I'm your favorite not them!

Me: Hehe sorry, but they are all great! Except for Matthais, he was kind of an asshole. But he surprised me in the end a bit. I really liked how all of you have like a superpower! That's awesome! And the book was freakin hilarious! So many one liners! I was smiling through the whole book! I loved that each of the Hex boys are unique and have something different to offer in your team dynamic. I loved how loyal you treated Aurora too! Even when all of you were having trust issues, you guys still cared about her. I love the kind of books were the girl has a main crush but has other boys-that-are-friends around. I was hoping for one of the boys to stick out from the group as more of a best friend title, but there is still time for that... it might even be Matty in the future...

Ayden: *laughs* Oh you went there!

Me: Haha just a hunch! Well I have to say I am hoping that you will be the Bellator to her Divinicus. Unfortunately, it's not looking so good for you right now... I mean WTF WAS UP WITH THAT ENDING?!
I probably looked a little something like this after finishing the book:
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I expected something similar but damn not that at all.

Ayden: My thoughts exactly. I promise, I was not pleased about it either. If I knew what Aurora was seeing I would have been very upset at the time.

Me: Well we don't want to spoil any of the rest of the story. The bottom line is if you readers like action, ass kicking, demon hunters---

Jace: check out the City of Bones!

Me: No! The book is Demons at Deadnight. Jace stop finding plugs for your book! You've had enough time in the spotlight. It's time for the Nex to shine.

Jace: I can't help if the ladies love me!

Me: *sigh* Anyways, if you liked TMI I think you would like this too! There's ass kicking, humor, demons, some slight steamy romance, and the sexy Hex boys!! Plus its on Kindle Unlimited! Check it out!! Now if you will excuse us, Ayden and I have a date to read the next book in the series! Until next time boys!

Before reading: Come on, book. Be my next 5 star!

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Ugly Love

Ugly Love Ugly Love by Colleen Hoover
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Hmm... I don't know, something about it spoke to me, but another part was just average. I really suck at these reviews where I'm not sure how I feel.

It's the typical story of boy meets girl and they agree to a friends with benefits type of relationship. No strings attached.
Only it is more difficult than it seems, and clearly we know it will end in heartbreak. Hearts intertwine and love gets ugly.
Love isn't always pretty Tate. Sometimes you spend all your time hoping it'll eventually be something different. Something better. Then, before you know it, you're back to square one, and you lost your heart somewhere along the way.

I loved Tate's relationship with Cap. Cap is a bit of a mystery but he sure was entertaining. He, more than anyone, understands Miles.
"What do you think would make a man never want to experience love again?"
"I suppose if a man lived through the ugliest side of love he might never want to experience it again. Tate, sometimes a man's spirit just ain't strong enough to withstand the ghosts from his past. Maybe that boy just lost his spirit somewhere along the way."

It is definitely heartbreaking, but I found it predictable. And there were a few things I just could get over in the story, Rachel (the character in the book not me lol) is one.
Whatever he did to Rachel, at least he loves her enough to regret it.

I know we understand Rachel by the end of the book but I still hate her for how she made Miles feel and suffer for those 6 years he was alone. That was just cruel. I mean she wasn't the only one that it affected! And Poor Miles suffered all those years while she moved on with her life and basically forgot about him.

What threw me off in the book was how the POV changed. It is told from both Tate and Miles, but Miles tells his side from 6 years ago. This made me feel disconnected from Miles because he is telling the story of him falling in love with another girl! And I mean hard. He becomes obsessed with her (not in the creepy stalker way). Here was Tate falling head over heels for Miles, and Miles was still hung up with self-pity from his past.

All in all this was a nice story about learning to love again and overcoming hardships.

This was my first Colleen Hoover book and I will definitely give her other books a try!
Slammed (Slammed, #1) by Colleen Hoover >>>this one is calling my name!

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Friday, August 21, 2015

Storm Siren

Storm Siren

Storm Siren by Mary Weber


Type: book 1 of Storm Siren
POV: 1st person~ Nym
My rating: 1 of 5 stars

*1 Special Snowflake Star*

Here is why (that's right. I made a list)

1. Nym. She feels nothing but pity for herself. She may have awesome powers that control the elements but she is weak. Emotionally. Physically. She has no backbone and people inferior to her walk all over her. The way I see it is this: Someone piss you off? Zap 'em with a lightweight bolt. There is no reason why Nym would let someone like Adora treat her in such a way. AND her inner monologue about the love interest was SO ANNOYING. Plus the moment she lays eyes on the love interest, she decides she has never seen anyone quite as beautiful. Insta-love. *barf*. She also seems to the special snowflake syndrome. All the men fall all over her because of her beauty, and I hate that in a character. She is no badass, but an ignorant coward.

2. Eogan. Now about this love interest. He is NOT swoon worthy. I have no attraction to him whatsoever. He is dull and there is nothing special about him except for his looks. It went a little something like this: She is attracted to him because he is SO handsome. I mean he is just handsome. His dark exotic skin, his beautiful hair and green eyes. Handsome, handsome, handsome. NOOOO. Be more descriptive! We needed to have more scenes with him and Nym that connected us to him and make him likable. Yes we can create a picture in our head, but as readers we fall in love with the characters themselves not looks!! Lack of character depth is another major issue.

3. Nym + Eogan. When they kissed I FELT NOTHING. No butterflies. No chemistry. I think that pretty much sums that up.

4. The lack of world building. The storyline itself has so much potential!! The characters and descriptions just ruined it. The whole concept of the magic was never explained and the High Court was poorly described and explained. I wanted to learn more about the King, and who exactly Nym is fighting for. A lot of things were just thrown at you as a reader, as if you were expected to know everything about the world. It is the author's job to explain the world so that it is not confusing. Yeah a few thing should be left a mystery to be revealed later, but come on, not the whole damn thing.

For anyone still on the fence about this one, I'd say skip it. Now I will continue to rant in the foul mood this book put me in, while I try to find a book to pull me out of this damn reading slump.

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Stray

Stray
feisty, female...and feline

Stray by Rachel Vincent


Type: book 1 of the Shifters series
POV: 1st person~Faythe
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

Why is it so hard to find a decent shifter book?!

This is another difficult book to rate. The plot had so much potential, but it just fell short. If I didn't read this a little everyday instead of all in one day, I probably wouldn't have finished. The characters drove me absolutely nuts. Summary of characters:
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Faythe was so freakin annoying with her feminism rants. I felt like these rants were the entire book. We get the idea, Faythe, they treat you special because you are a female. Get over yourself. She was so stupid and immature for a 24 year old. It really didn't help her case that she still called her father Daddy.... *cough* spoiled brat *cough*. Did I mention that is one of my pet peeves? And no; I do not have Daddy issues!

The love triangle pissed me off and confused me. Faythe was so indecisive with the two men, it drove me insane. And I cannot understand how she chose who she did?!? He is controlling and exactly what she ran away from to begin with, so why?!

There is a very small chance of me continuing this series unless anyone liked the next better?

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Sunday, August 16, 2015

Taming Lily

by Monica Murphy

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*ARC received in exchange for honest review*


Check out my review of the youngest Fowler sister's story Stealing Rose here!


This title is now available!

Type: Book 3 of 3 of the Fowler Sisters (May be read as a standalone)

POV: Dual 1st person~ Lily & Max

Rating: 2/5 stars


The evil Pilar is out to destroy a Fowler heiress again. She wants the company for herself and will stop at nothing to get it. This time Lily is the subject of her wrath, and Lily is not exactly as everyone puts her out to be.... 

As before, Monica Murphy writes some steamy sex scenes. But to be honest, that was all that I liked in the story, and even that eventually got boring. I was kind of hoping for the wild Lily to be the real Lily. It is called Taming Lily and I thought that would be what Max does, which is tame her and change her partying ways. In reality, Lily makes herself out to be the partier, wild child of the Fowler family, but she isn't. She's actually a hacker, and hates the person she is. I hate characters like this, because all they do is whine and whine when they are the only ones who can make the change. I was just disappointed in Lily's character. She fell so fast for Max, that it was almost unrealistic. I am so sick of the insta-love (or in this case insta-lust/love-in-disguise). Gross. I am all for angst and enemy turned lover. Which bring a different topic: the banter. Can it even be called banter?

I also struggled to connect with Max. From the moment he laid eyes on her, he wanted her. This type of relationship is way overdone and made the book too predictable. And Max was so obsessed with Lily's looks. That is like a pet peeve of mine, when the character's inner dialogue is constantly talking about how hot, or beautiful, or damn sexy the other character is. It just had me rolling my eyes. Seriously dude. She's not a piece of meat, even though she puts herself in those type of situations.

Overall the plot reminded me a lot of the second book, Stealing Rose. It takes place out of the States. Also in both books, the guys are trying to steal something from the girls!! Seriously!? It felt way too familiar to book two for my taste. Book two still remains my favorite of the series because Lily and Max drove me off a cliff. Or maybe I drove myself off it...

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Feral Sins

by Suzanne Wright

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This title is available on Kindle Unlimited!

Type: Book 1 of the Phoenix Pack series

POV: 3rd person~ Taryn & Trey

Rating: 5/5 stars!


I have gone back and forth with this book regarding the rating but I have settled on 5 because I just cannot find a book that exceeds this shifter book. I am always comparing similar books to this one and no other alpha male beats Trey and certainly no other alpha female trumps Taryn.

A lot of books claim to have an alpha female but really they don't, I just never realized that. Taryn is 100% alpha and the only person she bows to is her alpha, who has a hard enough time getting her to behave as it is. That being said, another alpha named Roscoe believes he has the ability to tame her and wants to see her on her knees in front of him. Sick bastard. But they are not true mates. Taryn has believed her whole life that her true mate and best friend died when she was young. She has always envisioned her life without love because he is dead, and she will not have another. Her father does not care for her opinion one bit. 
He was perfectly content with the idea of handing her over to someone who would beat her, and he wouldn't even be angry with Roscoe for doing it.
She is latent, meaning unable to shift into her wolf form. Because of this her father sees her as an inconvenience to the pack; although she is an alpha female, he does not see anything but her inability to shift which is seen as a handicap in his eyes.

Trey is known to be crazy. Every pack knows when he shifts wolf, he goes feral and is unable to contain the beast of his wolf. 
This guy was a psycho. He was kind of like the black mamba snake: fiercely aggressive, had a bad reputation, and was respected, admired, and feared all at the same time. That had a lot to do with the rumor that at the delicate age of fourteen he challenged and almost killed a mature Alpha male. A mature Alpha male who had also been his father.
His dangerous past is about to knock on his from door. His pack looks up to him and trust him, which is why they left their old pack to join Trey's. They are the Phoenix wolf pack, a pack that rose from nothing, and now rules a large portion of land with an iron fist. Because Trey has yet to lose to another alpha.

Trey wishes to reunite with his lost pack under the rule of his uncle. But Trey needs a mate to secure an alliance and Taryn needs a way out of her permanent arrangement with Roscoe. 
A few months in a mating with psycho boy versus a lifetime with Roscoe....
When the two meet under strange circumstance, they come to a mutual agreement and Taryn has an unusual reaction to meeting the so-called feral wolf.
Give that she was in the company of--or, more accurately, being confided by--a person who wasn't at all mentally stable, you would think her wolf would be at least a little nervous. Taryn certainly was beneath her anger. Oh, not at all! Her wolf wanted to rub against him enticingly, recognizing his scent as the one from the bedroom. Tramp.
Trey has no room in his life for cosmic soul-moving, imprinting shit, and is fairly certain he doesn't even have the emotions that it takes to keep the mating alive. The plan is to stay "mated" until the battle is over, while everyone on the outside believes they are mated for life. Because all of Taryn's pack believed her true mate died, she will have to convince everyone of this lie. But with both inner wolves calling to each other, it may be impossible to avoid the call.
"It will be a real mating, just not a forever-after one." A big issue, though, was that Taryn was sure her wolf would be accepting of his mark and wouldn't understand that this was to be a short-term thing.
I seriously love this book. I read it a few months ago and still can't stop thinking about it. The characters were awesome, both main and side. I loved the loyalty of the enforcers and I can see a few spin offs in the future! Taryn was hilarious! She called Trey Cujo which made me crack up! Or she would call him Fred Flintstone and his 2nd in command Barney Rubble. She had so many great lines in this book and her banter was very entertaining. 

But what I loved most about her was her inner alpha. She had a way about her that she made the others follow her lead and look up to her as their alpha even when they knew it was only temporary. And knowing that her situation was temporary, Taryn struggled to let herself feel content and comfort when she does't know what will happen to her once all of this action blows over.

Taryn and Trey's wolves have a reaction to each other that is completely unexpected to them. And the attraction between the two is clear:
"How's your wolf doing? Did she want to fight me off when I marked you?"
She shook her head. "She likes you."
Trey smiled crookedly. "You say that like it makes her stupid."
"She's impressed by your level of dominance."
That surprised him. "Not intimidated?"
"No. She thinks you're string enough to take her on; she doesn't like weaklings. It's your scent she likes most."
His wolf really liked hers. Trey inhaled deeply, taking that exotic scent into his lungs. "My wolf's riding me hard. He want to complete the claiming." Grinding against her, he spoke into her ear, "And I need to be inside your hot little body."
It was true that the mating technically wouldn't be compete without them consummating it, but as it wasn't a mating in the truest sense, Taryn had figured that the drive to have sex wouldn't be as strong. Instead, her wolf and her body were craving that completeness.
Trey slipped his hand under her dress and boldly cupped her.
"This is where I'll be very, very soon, Taryn," he promised--more like threatened. "Inside you, filling you with my come, and making you scream."
"I've met guys like you before. They talk the talk but, well... talking doesn't exactly get people to orgasm, does it?"
Trey smiled wickedly. "When I fuck you, Taryn-- and make no mistake about it baby. I will fuck you--the only talking you'll be doing is begging me to let you come. And don't doubt that I'll make you come. Not just the once. You'll come over and over again until I decide that I've had enough."
"Hmm. That's all very fascinating but you're forgetting one very important thing."
"And what's that?"
"My guess, Tarzan, is that you're very used to Janes; you don't want total obedience, you expect it. I'm not sure you'd know what to do with a woman who would bite you, scratch you, and curse you to hell and back if she wasn't getting her one way. You want my submission, you're going to have to battle for it."
He hadn't though he could get any harder. She was right in her assumption that he was only used to submissive women; females were to cautious around him to fight him for dominance. He didn't crave submission, but he liked the though of Taryn, his mate, submitting to him. The idea of having to fight for and earn the right to her submission...Fuck. "I'll look forward to the upcoming battle."
"And just so you know in advance, big boy, I never beg."
 And the battle for dominance in the bedroom begins. That was my favorite part of the book because Taryn is truly an alpha and wants Trey, boy does she, but she also needs him to assert his dominance and show her wolf that his is the alpha and more dominant.

Taryn is my favorite character in this one. So let me grace you with a few of her one liners:
"Ah so you're a resident of La La Land. I bet your sultan there too."
"I can sense how hard you wolf's riding you.""Jealous that she is and you're not?"
"Hey, I have a suggestion, why not put a condom over your head--if you're going to act like a complete dick then it makes sense to dress like one." 
"I'm stubborn. If you want absolute obedience, get a Labrador. I'm not quite the delicate flower people tend to take me for. Now let's go." 
"If I want your opinion, I'll kick it out of you okay?"
You mockerfucking, asslicking, son of a goddamn cocksucking bitch! READ THE DAMN BOOK!

My tags: shapeshiters, romance, mates, werewolves, adult, alpha-male, alpha-female, arranged-marriage, badass-female-character, book-boyfriends, favorites, paranormal, funny